Psalm for the Dangerous Pleasure
of Seeing Signs
by Jennifer Metsker
As I move through the room everything
becomes symbolic. Lampshade  teacup   ruin.
An envelope       from an insurance firm
really wants my business and a pamphlet for pedestrians
              says it’s pathological to move any faster.
I hover over icons         looking for
an entrance to ecstatic algorithms.
Arrows gesture like fingers in a religious painting.
Double take     fake parlor game into the debris
             pile       if you must       when you         must
             send me unsolicited messages.
Attention          is a creation narrative.
The fruit flies in my kitchen will live for
about a month and I enjoy how rotting fruit
             forms its own universe.
All my rugs taste like oval flavors.
             Green grass.    Brown cud.
And the news is on
             and the ticker tape of words
             beneath the chattering heads is
             red punch.
I’ve paced a mile
inside the house today.             I could cut the tension with
             cardstock         propaganda     smiling              but
I’m in no shape to discuss politics.
Technology is talking. It reaps the benefits of
             all of our listening.        Thunderstorm. Spacedeck.
             Unrequested weather  crashes upon
             the shore rough waters.     What’s below is
             pressurized fiction.
You offer ocean joy or ocean breeze.
             Are you in charge of hyperrealism?
I walk up the stairs and notice myself
             walking up the stairs     then I notice the noticing
             and this thought is incomplete.
There are approximations         being made
             every minute.  The world is built on second
             guesses recycled into   ancient vases.
Illustrious copy asserts a winter freshness      when
             a snowman skis down a hill      but
             the hill is really      a dessert plate and
             he’s making a sorbet.
What if reality is a line that doesn’t
             waver? What if I could walk along it
             and not fall?
It’s Wednesday            and Daniel says
             hats are strange     decorations for the head.
             But none of this correlates      with the grandeur
             I imagine as
I climb the stairs          and this time
             there’s an urgency        as if this is what
             I was meant to do.
Are you a figment of my imagination or a statue or a deer?
Too many faces           hinder       placement
             like a broken slide carousel.
Your apparitions can’t get here quickly enough.
             I need to refresh.
             Click. Click.
And you are watching me search for you
amongst sixty weddings worth of ALL-Clad.
Bar furniture. New arrivals.
             Please share your feedback.
Published December 18th, 2022
Jennifer Metsker is the author of the poetry collection Hypergraphia and Other Failed Attempts at Paradise published by New Issues Press. Her poetry has most recently appeared in The Shore, The Dialogist, and After the Pause. She lives in Ann Arbor, Michigan, where she is the Writing Coordinator at the Stamps School of Art and Design.
José Rojas (he/they) is a Mexican multidisciplinary artist and creative director based in Berlin. For the past ten years he has worked at the intersection of art, design, photography, video, animation, music and education. His visual work is a surreal vision of numerous fantasies, oscillating between the vanilla and the grotesque. As a storyteller -and queer person- he advocates the urgency of reinventing narratives, told in a framework of new values that intercept pop culture and social media. Inspiring audiences to unlearn recurring outdated and dangerous patterns.

